Alright so here goes, I think the main thing on my mind right now is the fact that I somehow got a boyfriend (achievement unlocked 50 gamer points). He is super great and just way to fucking nice to me, is it dumb that this is what I wanted but I still have trouble telling people that we are dating? Yeah I thought so. Also some stupid class A bitch that I have secretly been feeling rage against is probably moving to another school next year that would be cool because she is a shitty person. I haven't done anything stupid lately either, no sad arts/ cutting/ being a general twat in weeks! I would applaud myself but that would just be stupid. For once in my life things seem to be looking up I don't get bullied anymore I have like a bazillion friends IRL and here on the internet and I just feel... I guess, peaceful? That seems about right.
I think I am finally starting to hate myself less, and it feels pretty great.